Monday, April 2, 2012

UNREAL!

Okay, seems all I do is work, work, work.  It's getting really depressing, especially when I do work for people that don't want to pay their bill, and I'm left holding the bag.  I do have bills to pay too, and I do need to replace things that break.  I do not have an unlimited funds account,  I have to struggle just like everyone else, and for some people to think that their struggles are worse than mine, well, that may be what you think, but my whole life has been a struggle and its still a struggle.  I can't even pay my medical bills as I need to, either, and at my age, that's not a good thing.  I'm just blowing off steam because I don't like being taken advantage of, and if you're reading this and think its about you....its not! It's not about any particular person, it's not about YOU! It's about frustration, about trusting people to do the right thing, and they don't; it's about taking people for granted; it's about putting your faith and trust that people will do the right thing, and they just let you down;  it's about me knowing better, but trusting them and allowing it anyway!  It's about the world of the  "Me" generation, and how it affects everyone else, but no one sees it because their too buy thinking of themselves.  It's not about "Me"; it's not about "You"; WHY can't people just think first, and do the right thing!  Guess I'm still an idealist, because I still believe that tomorrow when I wake up, everything will be good and people will see the light, even when I know they don't care.  Because all that's important to them, is THEM!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Hello.  So, my family and I are walking in Lafayette this weekend at the Family Fun Day - Walk for Hope to raise Autism awareness.  This is our 3rd year, and true to form, I didn't train this year.  I did train last year, but not the year before and not this year.  Looks like a pattern to me.  Train every other year, yeah right.  So I started walking around the neighborhood this week just in case.  Walked 10 blocks yesterday and only 7 blocks today.  I guess I'm thinking every little bit helps.  At my age, let's hope so.  I did feel so much better coming down the stairs at work today; even had a little pep in my step.  So maybe it is helping. Who knows? I hope so. As I'm writing this, I'm sitting watching "The Voice" which we recorded on DVR last night.  My thought for the night is...."What's up with Christina's hat?" Hard, round disc with bling?... Hmmm.......

Blog you say. Hmmm! What is a blog anyway?  Just a bunch of random things that may pop into my head, with no meaning at all, or do they have meaning?  I wonder!  Would you know the difference?  Would I know the difference?  Maybe, maybe not!  I may not find out until weeks later when I take a step back and hit rewind! And....maybe not even then.

So....! The questions are - Do I continue my new found venture into "blog world", or not?  Does anyone really care?  These are the questions!  For now!